Today.

This day will be a good day.

I get to see Meghan Fadner, whom I have not seen since September 19th.

I am wearing my favorite skirt.

It feels good outside.

Nothing can go wrong.

ATTENTION: I have not written in a week I know.

I have had a lot on my mind lately.

School

Work

Moving

My Dads new job

Relationships

I guess-- it is what is usually on a 20 year olds mind.

I am scared about what is to come.

I am excited for change.

What I am Listening to today- Eyes on Fire by Blue Foundation.

OH, the Beauty of Life.

Success.

What is Success?

Is it the materialistic things?

As the Drake song goes:

"I want the money, money and the cars, cars
And the clothes, the hoes I suppose
I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful
I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful
I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful."

Success-

suc⋅cess

[suhk-ses]

1. the favorable or prosperous termination of attempts or endeavors.

So what does that mean?

Everybody has an idea of what success is, but is it really wealth and money?

Is it an attempt to be something more than you thought you could be?

Or an attempt to do something you thought you never, ever could?

My success:

Family

Friends

Job

Love

My Future

Happiness

My First.

Here it is

The Beginning of it all.

My first blog.

We should start with Waking up.

I love waking up on days like these. Days I know are going to be something good, normal, something I can expect every Wednesday. It is always to feel secure about how the day will go. Then again (here I go contradicting myself as always) I also love the days where I wake knowing I am going to do something different. I cant decide which I like better, knowing what is going to happen or not knowing. Maybe I am craving adventure and I am so used to normal days like these, self consciously I am hoping for something to surprise me today? To give me the little rush I get while listening to Brand New or waiting in line for my favorite roller coaster. I can't wait to see what is in store.

"I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate"